Letter from a wife:
He told me. It was on the computer. I think he thought I would like it, that it would turn me on. It didn’t much then, it doesn’t at all now. I hate it.
Words can’t describe what it is I feel when I know what he must be thinking watching this stuff over and over. If I watch it I am disgusted with what I see, and when I think of him watching it, it makes me bitter inside and I feel less like I can be with him emotionally, let alone physically. I think I give into being with him again because when we are intimate time has passed and I don’t think about it…..then it starts all over again.
I am more locked into agreeing its not healthy to look at porn, more than I was a few years ago. I didn’t really know what was out there till I saw what he watched, and I don’t even know the half of it I am sure. My heart is whole, it makes me so saddened to think of young girls in porn, men in porn and those watching it for pleasure.
I’m really hoping the government or something would make all porn be watched for at least a fee. All this free porn online is causing MORE addictions and way more problems than you can imagine. I pray that PORN would fall apart and addicts could be healed.
God is still healing ME. I know He is.
