Letter from a fiance:
My fiance has been doing everything he can to get my trust back, but at the time I just felt like that wasn’t enough….maybe I just felt like I deserved more.
We have the exact same views about not looking at women/men, watching certain movies/tv, and so on…and I’m so thankful to God for that.
This week, after doing a lot of praying, I have realized that I’m actually thankful that my fiance and I went through this. It has actually made us both reach out to God more than we ever have before, and my fiance has been speaking to men at our church about it. Anyways, he and I have become so aware of what porn does to everyone involved, and it’s so important that people realize it because, a lot of people have no idea. We went to the pink cross website … and were amazed at the stories we read. God truly changed my heart about the way I feel about these women that are in the industry. I use to become so angry at these women I knew nothing about, because I was so upset that they were the women my fiance was looking at. But God has truly changed my heart about it!
Ashley, thank you so much for reminding me that my worth is in God’s hands, and not my husbands. After reading everything you said, my confidence level went up so much, and my trust for the one God has made for me, is amazing. Thank you for reminding me that this is a selfless process and I need to focus on my worth in God, and loving my fiance the way he deserves to be loved.
I am so excited that God has finally put someone in my life (even if it’s not “real life” 
) that understands exactly the way I feel. Thank you so much for all of your encouragement!
